urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:upwardsdownfall upwardsdownfall upwardsdownfall 2005-09-22T03:19:10Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:upwardsdownfall:2438 2005-09-22T03:19:10Z 2005-09-22T03:19:10Z i threw up today.<br />i could only laugh.<br />its been that kind of week.<br />actually its been that kind of month. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:upwardsdownfall:2173 2005-04-29T05:11:56Z 2005-04-29T17:59:00Z So I'm starting this. write a poem about a friend. it can be anyone. someone you love. someone you hate, or someone you want to get to know better. post it in ur LJ along with these instructions. and dont forget who started this. the upwardsdownfall (aka arawk aka andrew)<br /><br />i've got this friend named laura<br />she's not jewish so there's no need for her to read the Torah.<br />but this i can guarantee<br />laura's been there for me.<br />and even if she's taken<br />i can still dream she's in my kitchen bakein.<br /><br />lol so there ya go. i was gonna go serious, but it got kinda crazy. plus who can rhymes laura with Torah?? lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:upwardsdownfall:1350 2004-10-30T21:05:36Z 2004-10-30T21:05:36Z Tonight I will rise from the ashes.<br />Bringing with me those who have gone before.<br />Together we will reign these mortals<br />and sit on the throne of destiny.<br />We will fight all those who oppose us<br />and will let nothing stop us.<br />They will fear our power and listen to our words.<br />For we are the truth bringers <br />we will let nothing stand in our way.<br />Tonight is the night you sit at my right hand<br />and rule all the earth.<br /><br /><br /><br />nah I'm just playing happy halloween!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:upwardsdownfall:1169 2004-10-28T07:41:27Z 2004-10-28T07:41:27Z Something Corporate - Woke Up In a Car nothing fills the void<br />song lyrics don't do you justice.<br />words i write fail to encompass your heart<br />maybe I should just give up hope.<br />my lungs want to stop <br />my eyes just want to close for good.<br />when i lay down i don't want to rise<br />unless its to your face.<br /><br /><br />Im tired sleep hasn't found me until 6am for the past week. I need a job. My mind is my worst enemy. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:upwardsdownfall:967 2004-09-28T08:02:58Z 2004-09-28T08:02:58Z Big Dismal - Rainy Day So this club thing sounds like a good idea. I mean I think it would be cool to have a night club. Music playing all the time, people dancing, being able to have like a cool vip room. I just think it would be sweet. <br /><br />So our church is doing this 40 day of purpose. And reading the book "the purpose driven life" I read the second chapter at work today. Apparently I'm not a mistake despite what my parents have told me for the past 20 odd years lol. But really so far its a decent book. And considering I don't read books this should be a feat. <br /><br />I did something stupid on Sunday speaking of church. I sat with Erin who had come home from school. I don't let it bother me anymore, but still sitting with her reminded me of the night at the chameleon club when we saw the mint, and some other bands. She was just standing there against the wall staring into my eyes. We just stood there with music playing in the background neither of us saying a word. It was kinda like in the movies. <br /><br />I want that again. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:upwardsdownfall:634 2004-09-06T04:40:05Z 2004-09-06T04:40:05Z Venture Brothers are kickin my a$$ on tv that is So, I just house sat for the wade's for the weekend. Memories hit me like a ton of bricks. <br /><br />And to comment on mandy's post, yes songs bring back lots of thoughts. i can probably pull out and cd and put a face to a song. Or a place in time.<br /><br /><br /><br />P.S. I lit my hand on fire and the wade's. burnt the hair off half my arm. hurt kinda not good. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:upwardsdownfall:310 2004-09-06T01:50:01Z 2004-09-06T04:30:42Z all you need to do is leave a name and i'll add you. easy enough